I finally got my results from my test for the case manager position--and I did not pass. I'm upset. Even though I tried my best, I still failed. With that failure I allowed myself to become very depressed and I could feel all of my progress that I have made thus far go right out the window. I constantly have to tell myself that this type of thinking isn't good for me and that there will be other opportunities in the future--even if I sometimes don't believe it. This year has been really hard on me both emotionally and physically. I've seen people who I thought were my friends turn their back on me. I've got to move forward--but just once, I'd like to be the one who passes the test.