Thursday, August 6, 2009
I decided to read my old blogs this morning and it was really hard for to do, becuase it was probably the most stressful time of my life. I felt sorry that I didn't feel I could talk to anyone about my problems or put an end to an emotionally abusive relationships. At first I thought I was weak, but now I have come to realize that my weak moments were actually stepping stones into making myself a stronger person. I must admit that the QUILTER still calls me every once and a while, but I feel nothing for him. Not love. Not hate. I just feel like I am getting stronger and I no longer need negative energy projected my way. I'm actually starting to like myself! I understand that I can beat my depression and one day I will. Life is good.