I don't recall if I mentioned this, but I joined JENNY CRAIG again. Yep, I knew it was time when my size 42 pants were starting to get a little snug on me. In the four weeks I have been on it I have lost a total of 11 pounds! I'm also getting on my treadmill everyday and jogging 1 mile. I am really proud of myself, because some of the recent pictures of me have looked really bad. I'm proud of myself.
On a bad note, I have started having mini-panic attacks and have really been fighting my depression. The Quilter calls every so often, but I am so over him and his bullshit. He told me that he is still in love with me and I told him that a relationship with him would never happen.