Tuesday, December 16, 2008

The End

Alex talked to the Quilter today about staying away from me and not making contact. Alex told me that he originally asked Quilter to meet for coffee, but Quilter told him that he was unavailable and to go ahead and tell him now. Although I don't remember what Alex told me about the conversation, I do know that he said that he would stay away from me and not contact me. I secretly wanted him to put up a fight for me, but he didn't. I tell myself that this is for the best, but in my heart I really don't feel that way. I wish my relationship with Tim was better. I wish I could lose some weight. I wish Quilter was the person I thought he was. This has been a hard day for me...


Truthspew said...

Keep your head up. Just know that we're out there cheering you on.

Wonder Man said...

I agree, it's always darkest before the dawn.

But take this time to love yourself and realize what's best for you.

You are a prize