Wednesday, September 24, 2008

The Letter


Last night I received an e-mail from The Quilter. I thought I would be a complete dickhead and let you all read it:
Hey there. How's it going. Did you make it back to work yet? (No, but you would know that if you bothered to call me!)I hope so, my birthday is coming up and well you know, Audi! I was thinking about when you were "gone" (hospital) I had changed my status to say "It's nothing an Audi couldn't fix!" It was after your message you had left me (I did leave him a nasty message) and I had yelled at you on the phone. Anyways I was realizing you probably never got to see that status. I thought it was cute and would make you laugh or at least smile, yet you didn't see it. Christopher I want you to be okay. ( I will be okay because I have a wonderful family and the greatest friends in the world)I want you to be happy.After reading your newest blog it really makes me wonder if your going to be okay. (Not this blog, he is referring to a blog on Myspace that I wrote about the movie THE BREED which sucked, but I still have no clue as to why it would make him think I was depressed!)I know you expect more out of me, but I'm really at a loss of what to do or say.(He' s right--I did expect more out of him!) My feelings are so knotted up and confusing. (Imagine how I feel! )There are so many things that happen in any given day that make me think of you. (Well, fuck me!) I usually smile. I have never had these feelings. (Really? Bi-Sexual Boyfriend was your passion for 8 years, right?)I was serious on Saturday when I said I wish we were dancing. (Wow! Thanks for being there during the bad times!)What are we suppose to do? ( You can apologize for telling Paul that you are going to kick his ass when you see him. You can stop trying to play head games with me and move on to your next victim. You can apologize for all of the bad things that you have done and find your own inner peace.)What am I suppose to do? (Stop bothering me with this bullshit)

3 comments:

Projekt R3volution said...

I am proud of you for not giving into his head games. You know who your friends and family are. Sorry he couldn't be everything you wanted.

Wonder Man said...

I, too am proud of you. Let that man fall away. It's your time

Alex said...

It is only fair that you send him a "Dear John" letter, letting him know where he could put those "deep feelings" of his...