SILVERBACK

My dear friends,

What would I do without you? As you know, life can be very difficult and upsetting. Thank you all for allowing me to vent on the phone, blog, in person, and etc. I love ya!

WELL...

I miss him.

As many of you know, my troubled relationship with Quilter came to an end last Sunday. I told him that the relationship wasn't working because I no longer was willing to be second best to Bi-Sexual Boyfriend. We haven't spoken in a week, but he's sent e-mails to make conversation. This wasn't easy for me. I wasn't happy. It still hurts all the same though. I'm sorry that I have put my friends through so much grief over this. I wish that he would have been worth it.

Sling Blade

I just received an e-mail saying that Billy Bob Thorton has accepted the role as the new Freddy in the new "A Nightmare On Elm Street" movie. I don't know what to think about this..

MY SCARY DAD

The Fox and The Hound was the hottest movie to see when I was in the third grade. Everyone in my class seemed to have seen it, except for me. I kept begging my dad to take me and one night he finally gave in and told my mom to load the station wagon up, because the family was going to the Crest Drive-In to see the movie!

When we got to the drive-in, my older brothers were talking about how scary the movie and how there was supposed to be a lot of nudity. My mother asked my dad what kind of Disney movie had nudity and he responded that we were going to see AN AMERICAN WEREWOLF IN LONDON. I freaked out! This wasn't the movie I wanted to see! My dad said that he thought that this was the movie I had asked him to take me to and said that were staying.

Magic happened that night. My father gave me something wonderful, because I fell in love with horror that night. It was a wonderful feeling and it has never left me. I love being scared. It makes me sad that I was unable to see THE MIDNIGHT MEAT TRAIN in Bakersfield. Oh, it came to town--the dollar theater! It wasn't even here a week. It might have been magic for some little boy and his father, which makes me sad.

I love you, Dad. Thank you for never taking me to see THE FOX AND THE HOUND.

K K K

While I was at work, I was listening to some of my co-workers talk about

the upcoming election. One of them said "I will not be voting for Obama! If you vote for him, the n-words [she said n-words]will take over this country and the white people will be the slaves! There'll be no controlling them now!" I said to her that was the most ignorant thing I have heard. This was her response:

"Trust me. There is a difference between blacks and niggers!"

With that, I left the office and complained to the supervisor. Are people crazy?

HATE

I really hate my co-workers. That is all.