Today is Friday and I am afraid. Friday night is traditionally the night when friends and couples go out on the town and trip the lights fantastic, but not me. I have a minor ear infection and I have no desire to run into Jeremy and Sal tonight (or any other night). You see, I really am a coward. I try to act tough, but I just don't want to see them hugging or kissing again. Today is officially the anniversary of the day I was dumped and I just don't want to be reminded of that tonight by seeing them together. So, no more dancing at the clubs or going to the movies--I will just become a shadow and hide.