Today was a really hard day for me. Yes, before you even say anything--I was thinking about the Quilter again. Fuck! When am I going to fucking move on with my life? My heart just really feels raw and something is preventing me from moving on. I just don't know what it is. ______ is really being so sweet and supportive. He really wants to make our relationship work, and I should too, because he is a good man who loves me very much. I love him as well, but why doesn't my heart skip a beat whenever I think about _____? We've been together almost 10 years and I have NO clue how to maintain passion or romance with _____. I know that I am very depressed and have been for the last year. I just have so many issues that I need to confront, but a part of me is too afraid to.
Plus, the Quilter still has my Green Lantern t-shirt and I want it back. He is NO Green Lantern.